Postpartum showers

Nevena • Mommy to a 4.5 year old boy, 2.5 year old girl and a 3 month old princess 💕 Ontario Canada 🇨🇦

I’m two weeks pp and I’ve been wondering when I can actually shower life before . I’ve been using th squirt bottle and soaking a bit in the tub to clean the area but I still don’t feel fully clean and refreshed. I had a few tears but they were internal . I wanna shower with my body wash but I’m afraid that it will sting. Should I just keep soaking and wait a little longer ?