Help💔😭

Im in love with my best friend! He asked me out and i said yes but we didnt want our friends at school to know that day because wale wanted to wait a day or two. But we thought we could trust our friend so we told him and him only. But he got jealous cuz he liked me at the time which i didnt know.... basically he went and told everybody because he was booty tickled! So we broke up💔💔💔 that was about 3-4 months ago.... but i STILL love him and it kills me because i know he doesnt love me...😭😭😭💔💔💔 i just wanna hold him in my arms and call him mine... but i know it will never happen... anyone have tips on how to get over it or just something that will help me out😭💔