Worse timing of all

I finally cut things off with my boyfriend, I’ll explain him in deeper detail later in case you didn’t see my previous post about him. And I met someone that was literally my dream guy, legit Tall (6’3”), dark (yes my chocolate), handsome, sweet, and oh my gosh just all around perfect!! Well today I found out that I’m pregnant with my third child. So my ex boyfriend is becoming a daddy... but part of me wants to abort. BUT MY HEART KILLS!!!

Now before you jump, here is about my boyfriend.

For the past 6mos we have dated, he has completely made me last priority. Supposedly he has been living with this girl that he hooked up with, but according to HIM it’s all lies. But his own mother told me that... she’s not one to stir things. He is controlling, emotional not physically. He threatens to hurt himself, and has at one point threatened me. No I do not see him doing that. But sometimes he scares me. Maybe he would. So moral, I have 2 & 4 yr olds at home, I DO NOT NEED HIM AROUND MY CHILDREN, Let alone HAVING a child WITH him. Please HELP ME!!! Give me advice. Good, bad, all of the in between. Please understand my hormones are extremely high, and I need you to be gentle, not harsh! PLEASE!!!