IUI,.,

Last night I found out my sister in law is pregnant again with her second child , don’t get me wrong I was happy and excited for her but at the same time there was a little part in me that was sad . A couple months ago I learned the only way my boyfriend and I could have a baby is through IUI . And what also made it worse was the fact that it was Mother’s Day and I don’t have my mom here with me anymore . God could I have used her advice last night . As soon as I got to bed I lost it and spent the whole night crying . I feel like everything bad is happening to me lately :-/ I had an HSG done a couple weeks ago the dr said everything looked fine but I go for a follllow up today with our fertility dr , I hope I hear some good news **prayers please**