I don’t know what to do anymore 😭😭

Someone Please explain to me why he got mad cause I slept today?!!!! Why does he have to get made at me cause I’m exhausted cause I’ve been awake all night taking care of our sick daughter who doesn’t sleep cause of fever? Why I don’t understand!!! I get up at all hours of the night and take Arrow away from the bedroom so he can get some sleep!!! I lose sleep every night so he can sleep. I worked from 2pm-10pm last night after a night of only 2 hours of sleep cause Arrow was screaming in pain and he had to be up at 6am for work. I laid in a chair in a house filled with cats and a dog with a child who has a fever I can’t control. Then I wake him up at 6:15am that morning so he can go to work and I check her temp and is 102.3. I immediately know I’ve gotta take her to the doctor. I stay awake as long as I can then fall asleep for a few minutes only to be woken by a screaming baby. I get up shower get dressed rush her to the doctor leave drive an hour back to Graham drop her off with my mom and rush to work at work frantically worrying until 10pm. I come home to my moms and he gets mad cause I told my mom that I’d watch her because she had to work even though I did too. I get arrow to sleep at midnight and at 2am she’s screaming again her fever is back up she wants a bottle he’s getting mad cause he can’t sleep I get her to sleep finally until 4am and she awake again as she’s about to scream and cry I get up walk out of the room with her and come lay in the living room floor with her trying to get her to sleep it doesn’t work. New symptoms are showing she coughing and throwing up now she’s hurting I move her to the swing until I can get help. My parents wake up we crawl in their bed and she drinks a bottle and we fall asleep. She woke up at 8:30am screaming again and there’s nothing I can do and this repeats on and off all day... 3:15pm rolls around and Conner calls he yells at me cause I haven’t done nothing but sleep all day and lay in bed instead of washing bottles and getting ready to go back to the cat infested house. He get here and gets mad again cause I won’t talk to him because I’m tired of getting yelled at I’m tired of being called lazy because I’m tired. He doesn’t realize that if I don’t sleep I’ll wreck at night when I’m driving home. I don’t know what to do I love the man to death but I’m tired of being called lazy or being told “you were so much skinnier there” while looking at pictures. I’m tired of it. I hardly eat anymore cause of his comments that are beating around the bush comments saying I’m fat! But when I say it he gets mad!!! I don’t know what to do anymore!! He took on the role as a father and husband I didn’t ask him he did it on his own I was perfectly fine without having a man!!