I need to find a way to come to terms with the fact that I am never going to get pregnant. I really just can’t take it anymore. I am just sick of seeing negative tests all the time and I try so hard not to take them, but sometimes you just have to take one. I figured since things have been going so right and good with my husband and I and I’ve lost weight that maybe it would happen. Nope. I don’t see why I would think that though. My husband and I never have sex anymore. Only once in like 3+ months. It was about 2 or 3 weeks ago though so I thought maybe there was a chance....

* I have been doing that for years. It’s recent that we don’t have sex anymore. And it is 100% infertility. I have PCOS. I don’t ovulate.