Momma guilt😩

So my babes is a little over a week. We started out nursing but by the time we got home from the hospital my nipples were a mess. Bleeding, blistered just horrible looking. I couldn’t even nurse her without feeling like I needed to punch someone to death at the same time. So I started pumping. She gets mostly breast milk but sometimes formula if she’s drank all my supply(she eats a lot...). As my nipples heal I’ve been trying to nurse when I can but she mostly gets a bottle.. I feel so guilty and I can’t help it. And I don’t know why... mom guilt is legit the worst😩