I just want her back

This will be the 2nd pregnancy I experience without my mom being physically here I miss her so much I just woke up this morning & bust out crying because I realized once again she’s not here I wish I could hear her voice or even talk to her about my pregnancies I just had twins a year ago & my mom is also a twin she would’ve been so happy ....my niece is 6 and she would bust out crying on the playground, in the car etc & say I miss mama it hurts because I miss her to she was the best I no longer have my best friend she made everything better