Boyfriend hung out with his ex

Okay so my boyfriend and I got into a fight the other day. It was really stupid and really petty but long story short... my mom owns a hair salon and she was supposed to do his hair. He was supposed to come hang out with me first and then go get his hair done. But he told me that he was on his way and then fell asleep. So he was mia for like an hour and then when he wakes up he was like okay I’m about to come over and I was like you gotta go to my mom so just go there. And he got mad because I wasn’t gonna meet him there right away. But whatever. So we got into the argument and I guess we broke up technically. But like I only said that because I was really upset and I wanted him to talk to me. I’ll post the screenshot of what I said.

So basically I just wanted to talk and after I said that he did call and we talked. But we broke up and I told him not to go to my mom cause she was busy. So he was like whatever. Then we didn’t talk the next day. And he went to his ex girlfriend so she could do it for him. And he has other options. Like his sister could’ve done his hair for him. But like his ex is also his neighbor. And about a month ago that he still had feelings for her. They didn’t do anything I know he would honestly never. But when he told me cause we’re talking again it like hurt my heart almost. Like idk how to explain it. But my chest fuck felt weak and I was just so upset. He says hat we shouldn’t get back together. But at the same time he’s saying I’m all he has. And I want to be with him and idk. We always have these little fights and he’s over it. He thinks I’m bipolar 🤷🏾‍♀️ (I might be. How do you get checked for that. Lol like what would I ask my doctor) but I get mad at him for the simplest things and idk why. He’s just so over it. And I don’t think we’re getting back together at this point but I really do want to. But at the same time I am upset about him going to his ex. I’m just putting this here because I don’t really have any friends to talk to about it. He’s really the only friend I have. And yes I do know that’s bad but just being in a community college it’s not the easiest for me to make friends that stick and all my old friends moved out of town. So... it’s just me and him. Idk what I want out of this post but some advise.

Here is a picture of us so you guys could see how his hair is lol