Give it to God

Casey • 28 • Mom of 2 girls Raegen 10/29/09 & Raeleigh 01/18/19

My husband & I have been TTC since Nov. 2017. In Feb. 2018 I was diagnosed with PCOS. & told that it would very hard for me to get pregnant & I would likely need fertility drugs. Although it was hard I accepted it for what it was and stopped tracking everything. I decided that if it was meant for me and my husband to have a second child it would happen. March went by, AF came. April came & so did AF. I had finally decided that once AF came in May that I was going to go back on birth control. May came & I had a horrible cold and sinus infection the first two weeks. After I recovered from my sinus infection I got a lovely yeast infection as a result of long term antibiotic use. Once over that I got an ever so lovely fever blister. Follow by not being able to sleep through the night due to getting up and going to the bathroom. In the midst of my frustration last night at 11:45 I decided to take a test knowing it would result in a negative due to my diluted urine and the fact that I had felt so horrible it had been weeks since we had BD’d to my surprise it was a BEAMING BFP I almost fell of the toilet in complete shock. My eyes must be playing tricks on me, this test must be faulty, I didn’t experience any of the symptoms I did with my daughter. I knew I was pregnant before I ever took a test with her. So here I am 4 weeks along (explains my stuffy nose that never ended, & getting up all hours of the night to pee) our sweet miracle baby will be joining us Jan. 2019

So ladies my advise is even though it’s hard, even though you obsess about it and let it rule your every thought, give it God and when the time is right he will bless you.