Our Rainbow Finally came...

I first fell pregnant first month of trying back in May 2016, after all the excitement and hardly any nerves me and my fiancé went to our 12 week scan in August 2016 to find out the baby had a very severe Neural Tube Defect called Encephlocele where the skull hadn’t closed properly so the brain was perturbing. We made the heartbreaking decision to have a surgical termination as the doctors were 99.9% sure he baby wouldn’t even make it to full term or would die soon after birth. I just didn’t want to put my baby through any pain and suffering and I love to no that all my baby knew was Love 💕

Roll on 6 months and I fell pregnant again February 2017, 2 days later started heavy bleeding and cramping. Ended in Miscarriage.

We have longed for this baby for more than two years we have tried so hard for the last year to conceive. And now we have it. Our rainbow baby is coming. Due January 2019. I’m a massive mix of emotions but mostly scared to death. I need to try get over my fears and try and enjoy every step. But jees this is the scariest thing ever.

Keep the Faith Girls

You will get there eventually ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️