is this the marriage life? life is CRUEL.
i have no hopes in marriage anymore, if i get a divorce, im done w marriages. my SO, how he keeps rushing into marriage when we were still dating, and refuse to wait til i finish my 2yr degree and get my license. i ended up marrying him shortly after dating him, like 5mths after. he then rushed into having kids, cause he said hes getting old. i refuse cause i wanted to be independent 1st by knowing how to drive and get a career, but he insisted it so i did it to save our marriage. he was only 25, i was 19. been 4yrs now, 2 miscarriages, and 2 son. he insisted i be a sahm, i also did that for the sake of our marriage. now that we have kids together, he hates being married to me, hes threatened to cheat and divorce many times, it was a mistake to marry me, im trash, he regrets everything, i make him depress and stress, i make him hate life. he isnt afraid to lose me. all that because he said im too stupid, i cant help him do shit, and i dont have my license yet. THIS IS WHY I DIDNT WANT TO MARRY OR HAVE KIDS YET, NOW LOOK WHAT HAPPENS. he was married twice and they both left him. he was my 1st ever. all his fam ever does is bad mouth him to me, and i disregarded all of it. my love for him is so unconditional. i dropped out of college for him and i got suspended and cant go back anymore. i lost my friends, my family! my dreams are only dreams now... i lost myself, my body... in the end i get this... 😔 life is so cruel. yes i did this to myself, and idk how to end it wout regrets.
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.