i don’t know why but i’ve been missing my ex like crazy, she treated me like crap at times, but when we were good we were really good. i guess i miss the good in her the person i thought she was, i thought she loved me but if she truly did she wouldn’t have lied to me or cheated on me multiple times. i hate her but i love her you know. it fucking hurts, it’s been 8months since we broke up but why am i crying over her now, why do i wanna be next to her. why am i thinking of her. i was with her for 3 years. i went through so much with her. and my heart just aches and aches. i’m not one to cry honestly it’s rare to see me crying but here i am crying over someone who isn’t worth it. i’m in between i wish she was here and i wish i never met her. i don’t wanna feel this way but i do and i don’t know what to do and i don’t understand it either