😢 limbo

After a miscarriage in the 13th may I just feel my whole life is now in limbo . 3 weeks ago We had everything planned out , I had quit my main job and took on extra shifts in my weekend job , as I thought being pregnant I would enjoy the time at home .. fast forward a few weeks and I’m now sat at home all week with my thoughts while OH works ... I’m finding this all so hard .. and it’s not helping that pregnancy tests are still blazing positive .. have another blood test tomorrow to see if Hcg is finally dropping ... getting a bit obsessed with wanting to try again 😢😢😢 does this ever get any easier