So bored without him

I’ve posted on here before about how someone I was close to uses me and doesn’t deserves me, I blocked him on everything and I’m so bored without him. I have no one to talk to ( was like my only friend 😐 ) I’m depressed and all I want to do is be happy. I’m arguing with all my “friends” ( like 2 ) I’m suppose to get in a fight soon and I’m so tired and warn out 😕 and my mom keep asking me what’s wrong and I can’t even tell her.