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I just need to rant

I've met this guy and I'm trying my damn hardest and my damn best to make this work because I've NEVER gone slow with anyone before. it's been a couple of months, and we want to see each other but I'm afraid he's losing interest-- and fast, but I know that could just be me overthinking and my anxiety.

This guy is different, he doesn't make me depressed or anything of the sorts like all the others, and I want to keep him. We have so much in common, and he's an overall sweetie who shares my depression and similar occurrences in life. He's patient with me, doesn't want to push me out of my comfort zone, and is just overall kind and caring... he's different from the others, and I'm trying to adjust but I CAN'T. My ex pressured me and forced me into doing things that I'm regretting horribly, I thought sending sexy pictures was something that is normal in relationships until he told me otherwise.

I don't know why I'm scared of losing him when we haven't even met, I wasn't even supposed to get this deep involved. Maybe this is too good to be true, I don't know. I. DON'T. KNOW. But I'm scared and I'm overthinking, and this has only just begun.