Idk anymore

So my ex (W)broke up with me and I was really upset bc he was cheating on me the whole time with one of my friends(C). So I talked to a ex who is now my best friend(K) and he knows everything about me and thst (W) was abusive and he asked me to come over and hangout to get my mind off of (W). So we met at Mcdonald and got lunch and then went for a ride. (we skateboard) and then we hung out at his house and we started to watch Netflix and he pulled me close and I payed on his chest and then later he nudged me and I looked st him and he started kissing me and we ended up making out. Now I feel bad for doing it. I’ve told (K) that I feel wrong for doing t and he said he’s did too but he wanted to don’t to try and help me get my mind off (W) and he recently went through a break up and he said it kind of helped him to get over her. And like even hung out a couple times now and every time we ended up making out. And idk I feel bad about it still. But (K) told me he wants to get back with me. But idk