TWW!! Hurry upppppp!

I’ve been ttc for about 15 months now. This month (I ovulated about 4 June) I did opk tests and we had the timing all right before and after. Now it’s the tww, I think I’m about 7DPO and like all of us out there I’m looking for signs to say I’m pregant. I even tested yesterday at 6DPO (obviously too early I know). I just can’t stop thinking about it, every cramp I get Every little bit of discharge makes me hopeful that this is the month. Although I have felt disappointed every month for the last 14 months, I am still hopeful and positive each month that goes by, and a part of me says so this is THE month (but I’m not sure if that’s just me being super optimistic or if there’s actually something there) . I don’t feel nauseas, lethargic or have weird cravings, I am just hoping and praying that this is the month. It is also mine and my husbands birthday tomorrow so I’m hoping that I can surprise him (albeit late) with my pee on a stick that says “we’re having our baby”. I am really hoping this is the month. Baby dust to me and to all the ladies TTC and patience during this TWW which is just killing my life. Is anyone else in their TWW? What are you doing to keep your mind off things?