Freshman year

Right now I’m at the end of my freshman year. For the past year I’ve been talking to one of my guy friends that I’ve know for the past 3 years and I recently opened up to him why I wasn’t ready for a relationship. The last “relationship” I was in I was doing things I truly didn’t want to do and wasn’t happy with myself and it has taken me 5 months to finally get over. My close guy friend told me he’s not that last guy and would never treat me like that, but I know he is a player. I’ve also believe in sex after marriage but he doesn’t believe that. I really want to trust him in a more than friend way but I’m not sure what to do.