Here I am again UPDATE

UPDATE:

So due to my ex calling me multiple times to tell me he will make sure I lose my kids and I do t deserve to be a mother And me waking up to a knife poking me in the belly I went to the police to work out the best option for safety with my children. When they went to serve him with the warrant he was arrested for possessing weapons ( which I didn’t know) and possession of Canabis ( which I didn’t know) I have a temp family violence order and go to court tomorrow for a more permanent one. I can’t sleep in my house by myself and I know there is no coming back from this for us which breaks my heart. I had been single for 6 years before I met him and thought he was my white knight.

Monday morning I woke up happy with my boyfriend, my lovely 6 year old girl and my squishy ( pregnant with baby #2). Monday night I go to bed as a single Mum to my lovely 6 year old girl and my squishy. He dumped me at 22 weeks. We have been rocky for a bit but not too bad, I went to bed an absolute mess but have woken up and can walk past him without biting back to his comments. It’s not going to be easy but I can do this.