I am very need of help and need desperate advice

All of my life I’ve been lazy and I cannot accomplish one thing. I am also a quitter and would much rather spend all day in bed than being productive with my day.

I often am in aw and envious of those who can live their lives and accomplish a lot in their days.

I always look at the easiest solution rather than the most fulfilling and I am left feeling no purpose and my days just flying by.

I am very insecure in my traits. I am not that intelligent at all and it takes a longer time for me to grasp concepts and to process what is being said to me

Because of me and my insecurities I will very often lie about my life and accomplishments to make me fit in.

I really need some guidance here or just if anyone could relate to these feelings that would be also appreciated.