Vlog?

I was thinking of starting a YouTube channel that’s part vlog part lifestyle tips. The thing is, I like so many things that it’s hard to think of what I would want my focus to be.

*I try to be low impact (like zero waste)

*I have lupus and because of it have to be gluten, soy, and nightshade free— and its being investigated that I may need to be dairy free too (please pray for me! I don’t want to lose my cheese guys!)

*im funny (or so my friends and husband say)

*i love vintage fashion (particularly late 1950-early 1960)

*i livein a relatively small place (500sq foot apartment with myself, my husband, 2 cats, and if we’re blessed enough we’ll bring a baby here too!)

*im a young married woman

*im devout catholic

*ive been to school (college) and maybe will go back sometime

*were kind of TTC, but we’re really just leaving it up to God and not preventing pregnancy

*im a survivor of abuse and a former foster kid

*i love to cook (despite all the restrictions above.... and actually mostly only eat home cooked stuff because of my restrictions)

*i live in beautiful southern Oregon.

I just have a few things holding me back-

The worry that putting myself out there may later cause issues with job searches. I’m not planning on posting controversial things, but jobs google you, you know?

And I’m just worried that I’m not interesting enough. I have a lot of self esteem issues (partly because of my past abuse) and I worry that I’m just too.... boring. Plus it’s kind of hard to put yourself out there, you know? Although, if no one ever watched my videos it wouldn’t matter that I was boring, right? haha.

Anyway, does anyone vlog? What are your tips?