I married a child 😡

Just need to vent for a moment. My husband and I watch Westworld on Monday nights when he gets home from jujitsu bc he generally doesn’t stay up past 830pm and it’s on late sundays. Awesome show, but I digress.

Our dogs were scratching to go out. They’ve been digging a hole so I followed them out. He didn’t bother to pause (which I ALWAYS do for him). It took about 3 minutes. I rewound it the THREE WHOLE minutes and he yelled at me that nothing important had happened and he doesn’t have time for this shit and he’s going to bed. There’s like 30 min left in the show. FUCKING SERIOUSLY???? If your tired and want to go to bed, just say so. He basically stomped off like a child bc I rewound 3 minutes and there’s 30 left. He prioritizes jujitsu 3 nights/week over having any family time those days. I think it’s turning him into an agro asshole.

I was laid off a few weeks ago and granted my schedule is not demanding lately but even before being laid off from my full-time job I always have dinner on the table, just as I did tonight. So frustrated with not being appreciated by this childlike asshole.

Every day he gets home and asks what I did today with an accusatory tone. Just to provide some color to his concept of normal...while I was working full-time he tried to get me to schedule his annual checkup at the dr. He works IT in Manhattan. Pretty sure you have time and sufficient “privacy” to schedule your own fucking basic ass dr appts. He acts like I’m his personal assistant/slave.

I was really good at my job and pretty sure I wouldn’t have been part of this layoff had I not taken time off for fertility docs, and subsequent miscarriages. So I just can’t stand when he acts like his time is so much more important than mine. We had started trying again, and AF is due 7/6. I don’t know what result I’m even hoping for anymore. 37yo and running out of time after 3 losses and fertility issues.