Undecided

Vent session .... need advice. Ive been with my SO for 3+ years now, he doesn’t want to get married but would like to start a family some day. A few months back we were talking and he was all for trying to conceive, which we did try for a while without medication. Since coming off of birth control my body has not been ovulating on its own, my dr prescribed me Clomid and am now on month 2. I am soooo frustrated because this month he says he’s not ready and will not even touch me because he’s scared I will get pregnant. I should be ovulating Sat, I don’t know what to do. I am so hormonal right now... this would have been nice to know before I put myself through all of this. I love him and want to start our family.

He’s been working a lot of hours so I’m sure he’s got a lot on his plate there. I’ve tried to talk to him and all he says is that he’s just not ready. Of course I don’t understand because we’ve been trying for a few months now..... had I have gotten pregnant he would have to get ready.

Any insight would be appreciated... I just feel so alone, frustrated and confused