Update

So my boyfriend and I are alright now, I didn’t go over to his house since he said he was sick and didn’t want me over but we had an hour long phone conversation, 20 mins of me crying through the phone saying how sorry I am and him not being able to hear me because of me crying and the rest was just about what we did this week and told each other news and stuff like that, and talking about my dog and making jokes like we usually do about each other, he said after I told him I’m sorry for making him feel hopeless that it’s okay, it’s fine and it’s in the past and then he hanged up because he went to get food... I feel such a relief honestly because he means the world to me and I love him dearly