Asleep and intoxicated...

Fiance at the time our son and I flew away for a few weeks on holiday at my Mother's and stepdads house abroad.

Long story shortened my son was asleep, We were all drinking in the other room, I retired to our room to sleep and fiance did too only he wanted to have sex which I didn't want to due to me being sleepy and Hot.

He turned over in a ffs kind of way and fell asleep as did I.

I woke up (No idea of the time) with him having sex with me, I remember looking to my son's bed to make sure he was asleep as I didn't want him to witness as he was so young he wouldn't have understood, I said for him to get off a few times he kept having sex with me, I also remember him saying I'm nearly there.

I wriggled my legs and push him off but he had all his weight on me...Nothing I could do, I didn't ever raise my voice as I didn't want my son to see.

When it was over I remember me asking him about that night to which he replied that he doesn't remember and that It was a dream. I became so confused.

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That's all I remember from that night, I haven't told anyone in my family circle and have told no friends. That was our last family trip in 2009.

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Five years later and my mother wanted me and my son to fly over so she booked our flights and the special assistance required.

That night came flooding back and my Anxiety was extremely high but I had my son to look after and his needs came first everytime.