Bashed for my beliefs.

It all started when my niece prayed for the dinner. My dad brought up going to church and asked if I would go, and I said no. Like I always do. They used to drag me to church growing up, so I never had a choice but since I stopped going altogether they've been nonstop bashing me about it. I learned that I was agnostic when I was 16. Anyway... Me saying no to church sparked up this in-depth conversation where my dad started preaching shit and then turning it against me so I look like an asshole. The kids followed with him and what he was saying. He called me stubborn because I fail to see that God gives us life and created the earth and I should be thankful for all the things he has done and continues to do. He then asked me why I have so much hatred in my heart. And when I said I don't, he says that I do because there must be a reason why I don't pray or thank God. And it kept going and going. And fucking going. And then my nephew goes "you should be ashamed of yourself, Kim" and I told him that I'm not going to let anyone bash me or shame me for my beliefs. And my mom goes "no one is bashing or shaming you" but they WERE (narcissistic parents 101) and now they think I'm mad but I'm not mad. My dad continued to say that I need to change because I'm going to get nowhere and basically said I'm a shit person. (thanks dad, I'll gladly get a pentagram tattooed on my ass to fuck with you now. I'm already Satan's daughter, might as well commit to it.) so now I feel like an ass.