First time tryer

Hey everyone!!

Did anyone else fear pregnancy, fear birth, and fear EVERYTHING?!

I am the age range where we have to seriously try for our first (and maybe only) child and I am seriously feeling overwhelmed!

It is definitely my window time to try this month and my anxiety is going crazy.

I know I know.. maybe wait until I am “ready” but my number two fear in life is birth and I need to know I’m not alone!! I really could never feel ready but I do want a child. My husband said he is ready and is willing to wait until I am but I don’t know if I will ever “feel” that way!

Should we just jump in and go for it (because who knows how long it really could take and I turn 33 this year) or wait until I MAY feel more ready?! Is it just crappy anxiety taking over?!

Would love to hear your similar feelings, stories, advice etc! No negative words please!