I’m posting this anonymously because I feel I’ll probably get a lot of negative feed back..

I am 11 weeks away from giving birth to my second son. My first son will be 20 months old.

I’m literally so scared that I will show more love to one son then the other.. or more attention to one then the other..

My first son has no idea that his world will be turned upside down soon, and he will no longer have mommy all to himself..

we weren’t planning to have this baby so close to him. But it happened, and now I can give birth pretty much any time now since I gave birth to my first son 5 weeks early..

Has anyone felt this way?

I know I’ll love both my children. That’s a given already. I’m just stressed and worried about my first son feeling like he doesn’t mean as much as he used to to me..

I’m looking for support not anything negative..

I do plan to see a therapist after my second son is born...