Relationships 🤷🏼‍♀️

I’m one of those girls that has that crazy trust issues going on and..

I have a reason, I think it’s mostly on how my body looks, that if my boyfriend in front of my checks out another girl or exchanges videos on naked women.. I get upset and flustered, I’m not how the girls look now a days and being 30 weeks pregnant isn’t helping the way I feel about my body any better, I hate the way I look negative on myself, but I never no how to change my opinion on myself. I’m not that beautiful blonde, skinny girl everyone wants. I feel likeI’m not good enough and I don’t know how to change that about myself.

Some days, just I see all these girls and I’m like, he likes that, he stares at that when I’m not around and when im around.

I just wanna be like one of those girls.