This sucks

I am so over this whole journey of trying to get pregnant. I just went to the dr this morning and my lining is only a 4. I really thought my last surgery was going to fix my problems. I really, truly had hope, but nothing seems to work. Maybe I’m not supposed to be a mother. Just so over the failures, and the tears, and the dr appointments, and the explaining why I don’t have a child yet. Just so done.