FTM Freaking out

I’m a ftm, I’m 37 Weeks and I am freaking the F*** out!

Today baby was still breech so we are scheduled to have ecv on Monday but if that fails they want to do a c-section at 39 Weeks! Neither of which I want!

I’ve been counting down everyday since my 12 week scan and I know that baby could come at any moment but I think it’s just hit me that in 2 weeks time I could have a baby here... like here, actually in my arms, forever! I know this sound ridiculous and I feel like a bad mum saying it but the time that I have been counting down, the thing I worried about every day for nearly 9 months is going to be here really soon and I am freaking out!

Don’t get me wrong I can’t wait to meet them, see what gender they are, what they look like, etc. I love this jelly bean more than anything but I am 💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩 my pants!

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Anyone else feeling the same!?