Frustrated

omg, so glad i found a place to vent. My S/O deploys alot we just had our first child. However, i feel like my life has changed drastically no sleep, no sleep, etc. But he gets to in sense do what he has been doing. Weekends with the boys etc. He makes me feel like if i say hey she is only 7 weeks can you stay to just help because i am exhausted he jas a way of making me feel bad. Like is amazingly fussy and stuffy right now he still went on his boys weekend i am kinda pissed and hurt. idk, i try to accomdate him because he does alot for our country and deploys AlOT so there are so many layers to this uggggghhh.