Got caught?

Ive been fooling with this guy for a while, we’ve known eachother for abruptly 5 years and last year I actually let him have sex let alone kiss me even though we’ve been “talking” and we occasionally send nudes on snap and a couple nights ago he accidentally made a group chat and sent me and 5 other girls a video then literally said “im fucked” and called me and idk if i should be mad or not i like the idea of him and when we kiss or are even near eachother its like the sexual tension is incredible and so is the actual sex but after the “incident” he called me and i got even more confused on what i should feel and he claims “those girls are just tinder girls” and personally i feel like I shouldn’t care bc we arent together but in another sense i feel like its easier to think i dont care than to actually not