Please share some success stories after 2 miscarriages

I’ve had 2 miscarriages within 2 years (11weeks and 6 weeks). Just found out I’m pregnant for a 3rd time and I’m scared beyond all belief. I’m 23 and healthy (according to my dr who recommended a baby aspirin everyday after my last mc) my appointment isn’t till 2 weeks and I’m so scared. I don’t think I can emotionally handle losing another one. Please share some rainbow baby success stories or even some good books to read to keep my mind focused and calm. I love reading and need some positivity.