*UPDATED* HELP! IS A WOMANS INTUITION ALWAYS RIGHT?!

Okay! To start off my boyfriend has 2 kids. The kids live in Texas and we live in California. So when he asked me to be his girlfriend he went to texas like two weeks later. I was having feelings that he was cheating on me with his babymomma, i had messaged her basically to figure out if it was true and IT WAS!!! okay all that drama happened then later on ended up forgiving him. Come on ladies we all have forgave someone who had cheated before . 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

but anyways we been together for 4 and half years now and he’s been back and forth to texas visiting his kids but now this week he’s over there and basically insisted in the one who’s cheating and lying and when he comes back he’s going to find out everything. AND LET ME SAY I NEVER HAVE CHEATED ON HIM. But in his mind i have , i messaged the baby mom and she didn’t reply in guessing she told him that i messaged her because he was like i shouldn’t be worried about that to worry about him finding out i’m the one cheating but i just can’t help but feel that he cheated on me. Don’t know what to do i feel like if he’s the one saying i’m cheating and this and that . He’s just trying to put blame on me for what i feel like he did . I can’t get a yes or no if he did cause when i tell him he just says “think whatever you want”. What do you ladies think ?

** You guys are right, it’s just hard to believe and it’s harder because we do live together but it’s true he’s always accusing me of cheating and just tell me that if i think he is that’s my problem no his and he doesn’t care. But i’m to young to be dealing with this ! i’m 23 he’s 31.