Anyone else??

I had a miscarriage 5/18 at 8 weeks and as of today I am still getting a faint positive on hpt. I had an exam and ultrasound 5/21 and was told that I had completely passed all tissue and my cervix was closed but I am still getting extremely faint positive on hpt 7/19. I am had what seemed like a cycle and then on schedule had all of my ovulation symptoms this month but I just get so discouraged every time I get a positive. How can I go from praying for a positive to praying for a negative? This journey has been an excruciatingly long and hard process. I am sending hugs to everyone.