I need some help!!

I’ve been with my boyfriend for about 4 months and I’m having second thoughts on it and have been for a while.

I have the feeling of not wanting to see him, talk to him or be with him. He’s cringey and weird and I hate to say it but I think I’ve fallen out of love with him.

We don’t really have a normal relationship. I have anxiety about going out so we haven’t really been on a date. We haven’t kissed and i so wish he would and like touch me- not sexually but I’m sure you know what i mean. I wish he would kiss me. It just frustrates me that we haven’t kissed and all this is upsetting me because i dont really Want to break up with him but then again I dont think it’s worth leading him on when I don’t love him any more.

I’m seeing him today and will talk to him but I need some advice! I want to love him but there’s so many things he says and does that makes me feel the opposite!

Urgh this is stressing me out so much!!