Would you go?

So on july 28-august 4 (one week) my family is going on vacation going camping and sight seeing to the beach boating etc. This is prolly gonna be our last family vacation, But the problem is my boyfriend. We been together a year and we see each other everyday or every other day. It’s gonna be hard to not see him for a week and he also told me he doesn’t want me to go but if I want to go then it’s okay. I want him to come but he can’t because the cottage doesn’t have enough beds. What would you do? go or stay ?