Scars (my mother does this) (warning graphic photo)

This has been bothering me for a long time. My mom attacked me a couple of months ago and left this scar on me. Then she did it again a few weeks ago and then she did it again early this morning . She hit me and scratched me and as you can see it still hasn't gone away. She did it in purpose both cause I like to show my legs and wear dresses, skirts, and, shorts alot cause I have a girly a nice of style.

Every time she looks at it she gets this weird look on her face as if she's proud that she did it and I can't wear my favorite clothing. She always wants me to have zero self esteem and feel completely worthless. 2 nights ago she freaked out at me in the kitchen and threw a spatula at me. That missed then she threw a knife at me. I was really scared so I ran in my room. She's crazy I can't take anymore. Today she threw two water bottle at my head and jumped I'm me and attacked me again. I have some pictures so you guys can see what's she's done. Any advice would be eight rightcabiut now.

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