The title basically sums it up. My fiancé and I were trying for a few months and I was upset it was taking so long and then we were pregnant and I was happy and excited at first... but now I feel like I never should have tried to have a baby. I feel like it was a big mistake. I’m almost 9 weeks and my SO is excited and we had to tell my family because I’ve been so miserable from nausea and they’re all excited and supportive... but I just can’t feel good or happy about it no matter how hard I try.

I don’t think I’m ready to give up my life to a baby that’s going to need me 24/7. I have history of anxiety and depression too so I feel like that’s going to rear it’s ugly head bc of this. But now I’m trapped with this baby inside me and idk what to do.