well this is my third chemical... and the depression has set in😞😭

this year has been hard, i've lost two grandparents in the last few months.

my place of work have been lets just say less than helpful and kind.

i have been struggling a lot this year with severe anxiety and touches of depression.

i have only just began to admit the depression stage- just now.

i am currently going through my 3rd chemical since coming off birth control on nov17. this is my second one in a row.

this time i got to nearly 7 weeks.. finally saw those two bright pink lines. and now nothing. my levels have dropped and the doctors are almost sure the pregnancy will not succeed.

i'm giving up with ttc... i'm still young but i can't put myself through the pain if it happens again next month.

i just wanted to say goodbye to this group and app for a while, thank you for all you're support. i just can't do it anymore.

xx