My Owner is honestly the best, helping me be less insecure with my emotions.

This isn't sex or play related but i wanted to share how my Daddy helps me everyday and how he tried so hard to understand me emotionally.

Today I came home from running errands, I was tired, and I'm naturally emotional, and not good about dealing with my emotions. I sat on the bed and started talking about my day and asking him a bunch of permission request, the last one being ”may I make some milk-tea?” and after saying yes to most of my previous requests he said ”[first name], you can do what ever you want”. I think the mix of him calling me by my first name and not one of my sub names or pet names, the way it took away my submission, and the tone in his voice really made me start to think about how annoying I must of been being. I started to cry and before he saw, I got up and started walking to the bathroom. He stopped me and said ”was that mean? Are you okay?” I was already crying so I didn't turn around and I said that I was okay. I went to the bathroom and cried before going back out, again, I can be very emotional. When I went out I asked if he wanted me to make dinner and he said that he wasn't hungry, and that I could make one of my packaged dinners. I said okay, even tho I wanted to make dinner, and I started to walk away, then he stopped me again and said ”something is wrong and you need to tell me.” so I reluctantly told him how I felt, my insecurities about my emotions, as I started crying again. He told me that I need to be honest with him, and then said to come over to him, and held my head into his chest and hugged me with one arm and pet my head with the other saying ”you have nothing to be insecure about, I love you. Always tell me everything you need to. You're okay” I appreciate him so much. We transitioning into a more seriously 24/7 dynamic and we are still getting used to it, and we both slip up, so it's moment like this, when I feel completely owned, loved, and accepted.

Sorry for the rant, I wish I could post this in a ’love and relationships’ group, but it's really hard explaining our culture to vanilla people, with out being criticized or judged.