i’m so ugly

i guarantee no one will respond bc no one cares abt me in the first place.

i’m just so ugly. in the mirror i look good and attractive but then i’m pictures my face just looks SO bad. my eyebrow is higher than the other, my face looks bigger, and my face is overall just so asymmetrical. my family members always say i’m beautiful and my one friend does sometimes too but i think theyre just saying it because they have to. they don’t WANT me to feel ugly even though i am. i’m just having such bad anxiety and being ugly has led me to self harm. i’m so fucking jealous of naturally pretty girls. idk what to do at this point and i just want to kill myself. idk why i made this post but it’ll make me feel better i think even tho no one will respond bc i’m helpless