Stressed out

A month ago I ran away because my parents found out my boyfriend and I have had sex. I didn’t come home for days because I was afraid of what I was coming home to. I left my phone at home because I knew they would try and track me. I haven’t talked to or seen my boyfriend for a month since it happened and every time I think about him I feel sick to my stomach. I also realized my hair is falling out more than usual. My mom says it’s just stress from life but she doesn’t know how much I love him. I miss him so much but I had a dream he broke up with me because I’m not allowed to talk to him. I just needed to tell someone. Currently I’m not allowed to talk to anyone so I hope this helps.