I'm so angry at him
Ok, my boyfriend was in a mental hospital for 3 weeks and he's out and on meds. He can feel himself come off his meds and he still has these delusions. He was playing Fortnite and saying everyone was terrorists and thinking his third eye created it. He was also praying a lot and has hate for me cause he was arrested cause it got bad. Now video games are whatever, I have no problem with them until you stop eating and spend all your money to get new characters and are obsessed and stay up for days. That is what he was doing and doesn't see the issue, he just thinks I'm against him and today he said you do know I'll play Fortnite again right.
Our relationship has always been toxic. Been around each other everyday for 2 years and he constantly thought I was cheating. I've been miserable.
He was telling me he's better and wants to stop and how the only way for them to release him was to stop praying like he was and change himself. Then he went on how two weeks ago he said in two weeks whoever is against me should go to space jail. So today he told me, I want you not against me, I don't want you to randomly disappear and go to space jail. He also told me I fucked Rick-pickle Rick and how he knows. And how he accepts me for everything I've done and whove I talked to. He also thinks he's a hybrid of Shiva. I'm not trying to make fun of him, but it scares me cause it's not getting better.
Today his mom told him he should stay at her house and he said no, he hasn't had alone time in years. So he took my car cause he has appointments in morning and is staying at the house. I've been telling him for years he needs alone time. So she gave him cash to get food, and I get an email saying he thought stuff for Fortnite. Like my god, when will he realize this was fueling his madness? I'm starting to feel crazy like I'm over reacting but I know I'm not.
I have an apartment ready to move in in two weeks and time can't come soon enough. I'm ready to move on with my life and make friends and be who I need to be. I can't be worried about what he'll say next or him falling back into this pattern. I have gained 75 pounds due to thyroid issues and I'm going to focus on getting healthier, going to events, and saving money and finish my online class. Fuck I'm done feeling like I'm raising a grown man who thinks I'm constantly against him. I know it's the illness, but fuck I can't anymore
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