I know y’all like to share opinions so let’s hear em!!

So there’s this boy....

We went to high school together and talked off and on all through high school but we lost touch for a while until I found him on tinder in April and he messaged me telling me he wished I had dated “Kyle” because he thought I was hot and Kyle is a distant cousin of his but we started talking anyways and he said right then that he was in love with some girl and he wasn’t looking for a relationship with me and despite all this we flirted and a couple weeks later (the first week of May) we hung out and I got drunk with him and we had sex

We talk literally everyday and I’ve stayed at his house several times, we don’t always drink or smoke but most of the time we do and we don’t always have sex we just kinda chill

Well a couple weeks ago he got fucked up and told me (since I’m trying to move out) that I could come live with him and then he was telling me how much he loves my mind and how I’m a great girl and he loves to hang out with me and thinks I’m sexy as fuck and all this stuff but he finished it off with “but you’re not the kind of girl I wanna date”

And now here we are in August and I’ll admit it, I have feelings for him and I promised him is I started getting feelings for him I’d cut myself off from him b cause I don’t wanna fall for anybody right now but he’s become so important to me as a friend that I can’t just cut him off but I feel like I need to tell him but I know he’ll cut me off so I don’t get hurt in the long run

I should also mention that I agreed to have a threesome with him and this girl that he’s friends with and also every time we’ve had sex we’ve never kissed and I wanna kiss him so bad but I don’t wanna make the move to kiss him and have him assume feelings and cut me off

Edit: I also want to add that one night when I was there he was snapping a girl off tinder but he was sending pictures of us together and pictures of just me and I don’t know if that means anything but there ya go