Back to work.

I’m going to share this here because it’s been on my mind lately and I don’t want my mom to see because she doesn’t know how I feel about this.

I had my daughter on the 4th of July and I’m going back to work so she never has to worry about bills. She won’t have to pay for her own college and so me and her dad can give her everything we never got when we were young. I’m going back to work so when she’s older she doesn’t have to have 2 Jobs because her mom refuses to help with bills. I’m going back to work so she can focus on her school and not be too tired from working and studying. I’m going back to work so she doesn’t drop out of high school so she can help out more.

Me and my husband work 40+ hours a week on opposite shifts till she’s old enough to be in school. And everyone says that’s going to ruin our marriage. But they don’t know how me and my husband are. We love each other VERY much and are passionate about each other.

Some people are going to look down on me for not being a stay at home mom, but I don’t care because I’m doing this for her! Not for me. Sure I love working, but I love my daughter more.

I want to give her the best life we could possibly give her and we are capable of doing that if we both work. Plus w can retire at 45 if we really wanted to with our stock and 401K.

It’s going to be hard going back to work and I had a melt down last night about maybe missing her milestones in life but I’ll still get to see them!

Sorry it’s so long I don’t think anyone will read this, but i had to get it off my chest.