I don’t even want to go to work tomorrow

I was like verbally abused at work today by more than one person. (Not coworkers)

And this was the worst day I think I’ve ever had.

I actually thought I was going to be hit at one point by a man. And like, there was no cause for it like people would just walk in and be absolutely horrible to me for no reason. They weren’t even giving me time to make them mad they just walk in mad as shit and talking to me like I am a piece of shit.

I can’t believe people think it’s okay to treat other people like this. It’s affecting me and I have so much dread right now. I’d rather dig a hole in the ground and hide there rather than go back to that fucking job.

I don’t want to go back. This is the most miserable job I’ve ever had and it doesn’t matter how hard I try. It’s completely pointless and I don’t think I can deal with another person insulting me over the dumbest shit.

I have never been so unhappy. I have never hated a job this much in my life. I wish I could just quit but I need to be able to eat until I find another job.

Just adding to this rant, the thing that is the hardest is that I can’t defend myself. I basically have to just take a bunch of bullshit and be like “I apologize for my existence” this woman really, really pissed me off today by lying about me.

She said I shoved her stuff in her face and told her to go to hell. That never happened. I was made aware that someone had called and told my boss that and was getting a refund. When I was told this, I was like “who? What?” So after she called she came back and told my manager infront of me that I did all of this stuff and I was like “I didn’t say any of that. You’re completely making it up” and I recognized her from earlier today. I did not even speak to this woman at all. I spoke to her man and there was zero issues like she was bold faced lying and I became livid, it’s one thing to call up and lie on someone just to get your money back because you’re a cheap pos but it’s a bold ass move to come back and tell a lie about someone right infront of their face to their boss and I even asked her “are you serious?” Because I know she knows the damn truth and she, in the shittiest tone looked at me and said “yes I am” with a huge smile. My boss had to stop me, look me in the face and say “go to the back. It’s hard, i know. Be the bigger person. I’ll handle this” because he knew damn well that I was about to get my ass in trouble. I’m pretty sure everyone knew I was about to go off.

Like, I can’t even defend myself even if someone is straight up making shit up about me. I fucking hate people.