Idk what the hell im doing rn 😂

So sometimes guys try and get with me to just have sex and some guys are nice to me but turn out to be completely different so now every guy that I hangout with to see if we could work out and they start showing red flags I change their contact name to how they are as a person and it reminds me everyday not to fall for this jackass. He’ll ignore me for days then text me to hangout with him and like I’m not gonna fall for it bc he’s careless and I’m fucking dying in the background 😂 I’m so good now at predicting who people are and like it’s so funny 😂 guys can be so dumbbbbb he’s an ex of mine and like he’s trying so hard to date me but will ignore me and it confuses me soooo much and like he’s always depressed and I try to help him and like IDK IM WASTING MY TIME BUT AM I REALLY? Did he change? IDKKKK😂 it’s do difficult to fall in love with people bc Ik Imma get heart broken 🙄🙄😂 guess I should just put all my feelings in a box and focus on college next year with no distractions and become what I want to be and put all my energy in my work and forget problems with boys but it’s so hard not to fall in love bc everyone wants to eventually love. I’m sorry I’m ranting and like stressed so I’m sorry if this is all confusing as helllll😂😂😂